Mr D, i hope you could spend a few minutes to read this.
I will make it very simple.
It takes for almost 5 months for me to do this .
Please read it until finish.
Aku harap kau tak salah faham dengan apa yang aku nak cakap ni. As a friend i shouldn't tell you this , tapi, aku ada hak nak cakap and bukan orang lain je. I know this is weird.
Actually aku suka kau since lepas habis drama, please jangan close this tab lagi, i have to explain, since the end of June and until now. Please read what i'm gonna say. I tell you now cause, memang susah sangat nak cakap dekat kau before this sebab
- Firzanah. Masa tu aku suka kau dah sebulan macam tu, then tiba-tiba dia cakap dekat aku yang dia suka kau. Aku just diam and tak cakap pun dengan dia yang aku suka kau cause i dont want to ruin our friendship. She likes you, i tried to help her and sacrifice my feeling. Aku yang paksa dia untuk cakap dekat kau cause i want to see her happy and and and card menu tu, aku sengaja mintak tolong kau bukan sebab nak rapat dengan kau tapi nak tolong nana, biar dia rasa happy but at the same time memang aku busy masa tu. Almost everyday dia cerita pasal kau dekat aku yang korang tegur-tegur kalau jumpa and kadang-kadang kalau dia tak cerita, aku sendiri tanya dia
"Ada cerita apa-apa tak pasal dia?" :)
kadang-kadang dia senyum. I cant describe my feeling that time, rasa down tu ada..but i just smile for her. Hihi :)
- Aku ni, susah sangat nak suka classmate sendiri. Sebab aku fikir kita classmate, so aku takut kalau aku bagitau kau, kau rasa awkward nak bercakap dengan aku or you will hate me haha. Aku tanak daripada kita boleh bercakap semua then tiba-tiba aku bagitahu kau then dua-dua senyap. I've decided to tell you this masa last day sekolah and lepas tu kan cuti, so kita tak jumpa right.
Mr. D i'll take the risk. Aku terpaksa tak harapkan apa-apa dari kau. I just want to tell you this. I'm not asking for sympathy but i just want you to know.
Thanks for spending your time.
Assalamualaikum.
